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<<audio waves loop play>><<timed 500ms>>... <<next 2000ms>>this is nice, isn't it? <<next 2000ms>>\> [[...|main2]]<</timed>>

<<timed 500ms>>i haven't actually been to a stormy beach in years. <<next 3000ms>>so i think this is nice. <<next 2000ms>>\> [[...|main3]] <</timed>>

<<timed 500ms>>what are you feeling right now? <<next 2500ms>> is it overwhelming or is it just, \ <<next 1500ms>> like... \ <<next 2000ms>> it doesn't feel real? <<next 2500ms>>\> [[i don't really know.|main4]]<</timed>>

<<timed 500ms>>that's fair. <<next 3000ms>>it doesn't really feel real to me yet. <<next 3000ms>>\> [[i kind of feel...]]<</timed>>

<<timed 500ms>>what do you have to feel guilty about? <<next 3000ms>>\> [[was it my fault?|guilty2]]<</timed>>

<<timed 500ms>>why are you angry? <<next 2000ms>>\> [[we haven't spoken in|years]] \ <<next 1300ms>>[[three|years]] \ <<next 1000ms>>[[fucking|years]] \ <<next 1000ms>>[[years.|years]]<</timed>>

<<timed 500ms>>that's very like you, \ <<next 2000ms>>to think that it's your fault, \ <<next 2000ms>>isn't it? <<next 2000ms>>my life didn't always revolve around you. \ <<next 2500ms>>there were other things. <<next 2000ms>>\> [[then why am i here?|guilty3]]<</timed>>

<<timed 500ms>>i just wanted to talk to you one more time. <<next 2500ms>>and i kind of thought maybe you would too. <<next 2500ms>>even though \ <<next 1000ms>>i doubt you think about me anymore. <<next 3000ms>>\> [[of course i do.|guilty4]]<</timed>>

<<timed 500ms>>... <<next 2000ms>>i think i knew you'd say that. <<next 2500ms>>can you promise me something? <<next 2500ms>>after i let you go, \ <<next 2000ms>>don't forget about me. <<next 2000ms>>think of me every day. <<next 2000ms>>i don't really care if anyone else remembers me. <<next 2500ms>>i just want you \ <<next 1500ms>>to carry me with you \ <<next 1500ms>>for the rest of your life. <<next 3000ms>>okay? <<next 4000ms>>\> [[okay.|credits]]<</timed>>

<<audio waves stop>><<audio lightswitch play>><<timed 2000ms>>credits <<next 1000ms>>concept: \ <<next 1000ms>>henry schlintz <<next 1000ms>>writing: \ <<next 1000ms>>henry schlintz <<next 1000ms>>art: \ <<next 1000ms>>henry schlintz <<next 2000ms>>[[thank you for playing :)|realstart]]<</timed>>

<<timed 500ms>>relieved? <<next 2000ms>>\> [[you're going somewhere better.]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1000ms>>you believe in god now? <<next 1500ms>>... <<next 2000ms>>i wonder if i'll go anywhere. <<next 2200ms>>maybe i'll go to hell. <<next 1500ms>>\> [[don't say that.]]<</timed>>

<<timed 700ms>>it could happen! <<next 1800ms>>apparently people who do it go to hell. <<next 2000ms>>i read that in, \ <<next 700ms>>uhh... \ <<next 1200ms>>"pinky and pepper forever". <<next 1500ms>>\> [[what the hell is that?]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1000ms>>it doesn't matter. <<next 2000ms>>i'm just \ <<next 2000ms>>scared. <<next 2000ms>>maybe i'll go nowhere. \ <<next 2300ms>>i wanted that at some point. <<next 2600ms>>did you know i tried to do it once before? <<next 2500ms>>a couple times. \ <<next 2200ms>>but this one was the day after my 16th birthday. <<next 3000ms>>i just wanted everything to stop. \ <<next 2500ms>>but it didn't work. <<next 2400ms>>and someone on twitter called the cops on me. \ <<next 2500ms>>so that kind of scared me out of \ <<next 1200ms>>trying anything again. <<next 3000ms>>\> [[until now.]]<</timed>>

<<timed 500ms>>yeah. <<next 2000ms>>i don't think you were there for that one. \ <<next 2100ms>>that was one of our off periods. <<next 2500ms>>you know, \ <<next 1000ms>>i don't think you have anything to be relieved about. <<next 2500ms>>you've said some shit to me. <<next 2300ms>>\> [[i know.]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1000ms>>you probably remember more than i do. <<next 3000ms>>but the things i remember \ <<next 2000ms>>are the ones that really hurt. <<next 2500ms>>"nobody \ <<next 800ms>>cares \ <<next 800ms>>because \ <<next 900ms>>they \ <<next 600ms>>know \ <<next 600ms>>you \ <<next 500ms>>won't \ <<next 600ms>>actually \ <<next 1000ms>>do \ <<next 500ms>>it." <<next 3000ms>>i bet you really regret saying that right about now. <<next 3200ms>>\> [[i always did.]]<</timed>>

<<timed 700ms>>i'm the one who gets to be relieved here. <<next 2200ms>>not you. <<next 1900ms>>you're gonna have to live with this. \ <<next 2000ms>>knowing you said that. <<next 3000ms>>\> [[why are you doing this?]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1000ms>>\> [[i thought we ended on good terms.]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1000ms>>\> [[i know i can never make up for it,]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1100ms>>\> [[for all the shit i did to you.]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1300ms>>\> [[but i thought...]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1000ms>>\> [[i thought you loved me.]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1100ms>>\> [[you always said you loved me,]]<</timed>>

<<timed 900ms>>\> [[you believed in me,]]<</timed>>

<<timed 800ms>>\> [[you knew i was a good person,]]<</timed>>

<<timed 800ms>>\> [[even when nobody else thought i was,]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1000ms>>\> [[you always...]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1600ms>>\> [[i left you alone]] \ <<next 900ms>>[[because i didn't want to hurt you again.|i left you alone]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1300ms>>\> [[i knew i would.]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1000ms>>\> [[i'm sorry.]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1200ms>>\> [[i wish you had said something.]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1200ms>>\> [[i could have...]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1500ms>>\> [[...]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1000ms>>oh god, \ <<next 1200ms>>please don't cry... <<next 1500ms>>look, it's... <<next 500ms>>\> [[i can't help it!!!]]<</timed>>

<<timed 500ms>>i know, \ <<next 500ms>>i know, \ <<next 400ms>>it's... <<next 2000ms>>you couldn't have done anything. <<next 2500ms>>i mean, \ <<next 1000ms>>maybe you could have like, \ <<next 2000ms>>delayed it a bit. <<next 2000ms>>but \ <<next 1800ms>>this was always going to happen. <<next 2500ms>>i think \ <<next 1500ms>>this is just where my life was always heading. <<next 3000ms>>i was always going to feel too much, \ <<next 2000ms>>too often, \ <<next 1500ms>>until one day i went too far. <<next 2000ms>>\> [[that's not true]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1000ms>>that's what you think. <<next 2000ms>>i've known myself longer than you knew me. <<next 3200ms>>i realized a lot of things in the last few years. <<next 3300ms>>and accepted a lot of things. <<next 2600ms>>it was always going to happen. <<next 2000ms>>\> [[...|...2]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1000ms>>... <<next 2000ms>>i \ <<next 800ms>>really... <<next 2500ms>>i really, \ <<next 1000ms>>really... <<next 2500ms>>i loved you \ <<next 1000ms>>so \ <<next 900ms>>much. <<next 2000ms>>i love you. <<next 2500ms>>i always... <<next 2000ms>>i think about you every day. <<next 3200ms>>i still have dreams about you... <<next 2500ms>>there's already been, \ <<next 1800ms>>like, \ <<next 1500ms>>three since the start of the year... <<next 3000ms>>it hurts \ <<next 1300ms>>so \ <<next 1200ms>>much. <<next 2500ms>>just, don't... \ <<next 1900ms>>don't say "i thought you loved me" \ <<next 2300ms>>like i don't. <<next 2000ms>>i always did. <<next 2500ms>>i always will... <<next 10000ms>>\> [[i know.|credits]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1000ms>>i mean... <<next 700ms>>\> [[you know i don't need to be here.]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1500ms>>... <<next 1000ms>>\> [[why did you do it?]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1000ms>>\> [[did you just want an excuse?]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1000ms>>\> [[to talk to me?]]<</timed>>

<<timed 800ms>>\> [[to fucking torment me?]]<</timed>>

<<timed 500ms>>no, i... <<next 800ms>>\> [[you wanted to make me feel bad.]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1000ms>>i just... <<next 2000ms>>i thought you'd want to... <<next 1000ms>>\> [[no, i don't want to talk to you.]]<</timed>>

<<timed 600ms>>\> [[i don't want to be here.]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1000ms>>... <<next 1000ms>>\> [[let me go.]]<</timed>>

<<timed 1000ms>>... <<next 2000ms>>okay... <<next 2500ms>>\> [[thank you.|credits]]<</timed>>

<<cacheaudio "waves" "waves.mp3">> <<cacheaudio "lightswitch" "lightswitch.wav">>

<<timed 500ms>>\> [[guilty|guilty1]] <<next 500ms>>\> [[angry|angry1]] <<next 500ms>>\> [[relieved|relieved1]]<</timed>>

[[...|realstart]]

<<next 1000ms>>songs i listened to while writing this game: \ <<next 2000ms>>beck - everybody's gotta learn sometime, the beach boys - tears in the morning, the bird and the bee - spark, billy joel - got to begin again, snow patrol - chasing cars (i know it's cliche but it gets me)